5th June 2013

I do wonder if i can make other people happy.

What are words

What are words by Chris Medina.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name
You'll see

How every single promise I'll keep
'Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most?

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words
If they're only for good times, then they don't?

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent
Just for me and I know I'm meant
To be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave
When she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words
If they're only for good times, then they don't?

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here
Forever more

Every single promise I keep
'Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most?

I'm forever keeping my angel close

27th May

Well, it has been awhile for me since the last time i fell asleep waiting for someone else's text. This morning i woke up with a slight headache again. Don't really feel like going back to work today but, i need to keep myself busy and my request was granted. Today was quite busy, i don't really get it but time flies real quick. I reached my office around 8.25 a.m, first thing that i saw was the fishes in the fish tank waiting for me lol..waiting for me to feed them :D I will upload the pictures at the bottom when i update this blog later. (im going out for supper :P )

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They were swimming near the entrance as if they are waiting for me :D they made my day :)

I can't recall what i did in the office today but i know i was just typing and typing and typing. My boss wanted to send some equipment to Johor Bahru today which was suppose to send it over last week. It weights 38.6 kg. Packing it took more than 30 minutes then carrying it down from 3rd floor wasn't that bad but i think i sprained my shoulder though. 5 p.m! going home but sadly no dinner is cooked, so i went to my room and sweat myself out. Then had my dinner (bak gua) while watching movies that i downloaded :P Eurotrip and A Harold And Kumar something something..very funny movie :) I will post the pics later heheh xP cya~

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After working out :P

Slowly, slowly..i will change this body of mine :D HARDWORK!

Here is my dinner :3

Random~

It has been awhile since i last updated my blog. Actually i wanted to update my blog last Friday (24th May 2013), which was on Wesak Day but somehow i wasn't able to update blog using my Galaxy Note 10.1. So  today, i will try to recall what I do for these few days. 

24th May 2013.

It's Wesak Day! I thought i can wake up late on that day, but i woke up around 9.00 a.m. Its holiday and i need to rest my body and mind. I have been working day and night actually, i think i didn't have enough rest during the weekdays. So that morning, i watched ANIME!! then around 12 p.m i brought my mom out for lunch at a vegetarian restaurant. While waiting for our food to come, i recognize the song they played in the restaurant. A rather nostalgic song, it was an old Chinese song sung by Richie Ren..my favorite Chinese actor and singer when i was a little boy.  I ordered Fish Salad Rice and my mom ordered Fried Veg Rice, of course, my 'fish' is vegetarian. After our lunch, we went home on a hot day...on our way back my temper got bad, because i was thinking something unnecessary again. We reached home around 2.50 p.m, i got nothing to do so i exercised to make myself busy. I worked out for about 45 mins, shower, nap for an hour..then out for dinner :D had Tom's Pizza for dinner! It was delicious! especially with Tobasco :Q___ so i thought of bringing Stephy, the 'DBKU in training' to go there next time hahahaha.

In the evening, i went out around 8.45pm, to CityOne. I picked the DBKU up and we go for food hunting!!  I thought of bringing her to Tom's Pizza but it is closed -.- so we ended up at Emporium Jalan Song. 

25th May 2013 

Had 'Bak Gua' for breakfast lol. Then brought my mom to CityOne to have our lunch, we went to Yu Dao Ai. Which is owned by a Taiwanese tauke nio, my ex boss and will soon be my boss again haha..we call her Datin. We ordered 2 Curry Chicken Rice. After that, we went home..i don't know what to do -.- so i just lying down on my bed. Waiting for the time to pass. 

In the evening, i went out around 8.30 p.m going to Jalan Song de whatever Cha Cha 18 to buy Tiramisu Machiato..then go City One to meet up the DBKU xD we are going for a movie, "Star Trek: Into Darkness"..the movie is not bad..after that we went for supper at Peach Garden. We had Fried Kueh Tiaw, i enjoyed the food and torturing Stephy lol..xD she can't take spicy food, not because of health issue..just that she cant handle the spiciness. ;)

26th May 2013

Yesterday, i woke up at 12 p.m. sharp, i cant recall what i do yesterday though...so i reflected again~i was told countless times, not to be sad over something that is not worth it. And i clearly know that, i know that i can't be like this forever. But, i just somewhat can't forgive myself..i feel like i am the one responsible for what happened. I can't forgive myself.
This time i thought i can handle myself better because i don't really 'break down' as much as my first relationship. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger huh? I agree on this..I was always depending on myself all these years, not even my mom (only my mom cos my dad passed on already) and sisters know about my problems. I play this game of 'Life', solo. But until recently, after getting my heart broken for the second time by someone i think i can depend on. I wondered who will be able to catch the stumbling me. Going outside, i put on my 'mask' and act like nothing happened but when i return to my room, i removed my mask. I can only express myself through this blog, have a weak heart to begin with!! >< but most of my friends say that i am strong, i just laugh and think 'its not true'. I never thought i would be crying so much this year. If someone hugs tightly now, i will definitely burst into tears. I AM WEAK!

Hmm~its not that red here, and can't see the blood.

Ever cried till eyes hurts? I do.

Some times i set my car's audio system to full volume and just scream my lungs out and as much as i want, so people from outside can't hear my sorrowful cry. 

Today is not a really good day for me actually =(

Woke up early in the morning, feeling tired and headache but i still need to force myself up cause have to go work. Feeling dizzy~ I almost killed my boss' fishes, caused accident, and i lost the store's key.

Around 10.30, i cleaned the office's fish tank and changed the water. After that, i add the 'water purifier' to make the water look crystal clear. BUT! i mistook the 'water purifier', with ant killing powder ~_~ it was placed in the usual place where the water purifier is kept so i didn't go and notice anything. I wonder who put it there! After i washed all the pumps and put them in again, i added the 'water purifier' and then i notice that the powder doesn't sink like they usually do..so i thought it is a new one. After i put back the leftover powder to the original place, my eyes went BIG..i saw the word 'Ant Killer' at the back of the packet. I was like 'Oh Fuck!', imagining the fish all died, floating in the tank and my boss shouting at me. I rushed to the tank, and empty it AGAIN. Luckily i noticed the Ant Killer..if not, i will get slaughtered ~_~.

Lunchtime! I usually go back home to have my lunch, either home cook, my mum bought something or instant noodle! Today, i went home from office around 12.15 pm, and at the traffic light, i caused the driver in front to knock the car in front xP. I saw the cars in front move already but the one in front of me still there not moving, so i honked him. Of course, he was shocked and drive up..BAAM! He knocked the car in front, but luckily there was no damage lar..and guess what..the traffic light was still red so i honked for no reason xP Sorry old man!! 

And then after my lunch, my boss come and get the store key from me. I was like 'huh?' I thought i returned to him already? Because one day, i took the store key to keep stocks. We went to the warehouse to get the stocks and load them all on the truck. They are HEAVY!! and there was about 30-40 boxes of it. So, on the way back..it rained. I went down to cover the stocks with canvas. Its been awhile since i bath rain xD When we reach back to office, we unload the stocks but before that i definitely returned the store key along the car keys to my boss, i have eye witness. I told him that just now, and he look pissed. What a day..it may sound normal la..but for me, it is a close call lol.

Will update if anything happens tonight! ;) Ciao~ 

Places to go!

Okay, these are places i always wanted to visit when i grow up. I can feel that it is soon :)

1) Japan.
I always wanted to wear this male kimono :3 looks cool to me hehehe! and i am really interested with the Japanese cultures. I watched anime before so i saw a lot and i always wanted to visit Japan one day. The traditional building designs as well!

Beautiful right? this is the waterfall near the town of Ogun in Kumamoto Prefecture, Japan. I don't even know where it is. Just tell the taxi driver lar.."ano..sumimasen..Ogun, Kumamoto..onegaishimasu.." xDD tembak saja..

Wisteria Gardens of Kawachi in Kitakyushu, Japan.

 Wheee~~FOOOOOOD!

 SUSHI!! My 2nd favorite japanese food :D my 1st one is RAMEN !!

 Beautiful sight isn't it..if it is not...well, then i am just weird :D

 JAPAN!

2) Taiwan!! Food paradise for food lovers like me :D Slurrp...until now i only think of food when it comes to Taiwan..i never expect to see a view like this..Beautiful. I will most probably join the tour guide :) cause i don't know where to go in Taiwan.

3) France

 I only wanted to come here for sightseeing :) decided to visit here because of movies also :D

Don't know what is this but it looks beautiful ;)

The town of Colmar in northeastern France. Looks similar to Spain to me tho..

Lavender fields in Provence, France.

4) Italy!

 Looks like a nice place to dine in~ :)

 The Colosseum

 The tilting tower..dunno what's its name

Venice, a city surrounded by water~! I want to ride in the gondola, enjoy the night lights :Q__

That's all from me for now! Getting a bit busy in the office ><
SEE YA~!

Things that I will do when I am successful :D

I have always been a very active person, HYPER active to be exact. I love challenging activities :D So these are the things that i MUST in my life :D

1) Bungee jumping from Macau tower, 233m!! :DD Wheeee~the world's highest bungee jump ;) which takes 17 seconds fall from top to bottom :P Challenge accepted!

2) Skydiving!! I don't know where can i play this but i will find you and i will DO IT! :D

3) KL Tower BASE Jump!! LOOKS AWESOME!! :D:D

Stay tuned for more hehehe..I wanted to talk about places i want to go and foods that i want to eat :D but it will take A LOT of time...but literally, i want to travel ALL around the world, seeing beautiful views and ALL the wonderful foods around the world.

My Dream

Hello, I am sure everyone have their own dream house. And i am 22 this year, I challenge myself to achieve my dream house in 5 years. Hehehe, if i were to work as a normal employee, i give myself 500 years but with MonaVie, i dare myself 5 years.

This is what my house's exterior should look like

I wouldn't want a swimming pool at the back of my house, cause my mom said it is bad for 'feng shui' ~_~ but i think, it is a pain the ass to clean the pool occasionally. But i would like to have a garden though..something like this whenever i need some fresh air, relax, BBQ party with friends and family, have a romantic night with beloved one? haha

As for my car porch...huh? car porch? whats that? is it edible? xD my 'carpark' should be something like this!! because car porch is too mainstream hahahaha!!

 Or this like this one would be cool too~or should i say this one is my 'basement', after choosing which car to drive for the day. The car will be lifted up to the surface like above shown. :Q___

 Now, i haven't mention that with MonaVie, I can have 3 cars for FREE. A Black Mercedes when i reach Black Diamond, choose 1 out of five sport cars ( Maserati, Bentley, Rolls Royce, Lamborghini, and Ferrari) TWICE! I would get Maserati first ;)

Beautiful isn't she..wait till she revs :Q___

 Next! Lamborghini! I will choose this color, at first i wanted orange...but its too common to have orange Lamborghini in Kuching.

 That's during the day, but at night, it will light up like THIS!! but of course its Green lights :3 awesome awesome!

 And Chevrolet Camaro for fun :P hehehehe!

 Now that's enough for my car collection ;) now lets move on to RECREATIONAL ACTIVITIES!! I love badminton and basketball, so i definitely gonna have one badminton and basketball court in my house compound. Friends from MonaVie family or Animal Family can come over to play :D it would be fun  ^^

 Of course!! Basketball!! My first sports game actually. I want my children to be tall as well ;) haha just kidding, i want my family to be healthy and fit.

 GYM must be in the house!! hahaha!! man, what a healthy lifestyle :P

 Okay! Next lets visit the interior part :)
I love cooking..i don't know why although i don't really cook that much. But the feeling when people happy after tasting your food, makes you much more happier.
This is my dream kitchen :)

My living room! will be soundproof, equipped with the best sound systems, projector and a wide screen!! i want a Golden Screen design ;) flat screen tv? plasma tv? thats too mainstream!!

and when we are bored with 'these' environment..lets change then! into this~ <3 romantic huh :)

Okie, lets show you our rooms :D
This will be the master bedroom...the MASTER (me)'s room :D just kiddin. It is very simple design..with a little bit of lighting..so we can see better at night...hmmmm~ haha just kidding xP

The kid's room :) I don't ask for a team of football players or basketball players..4 children will be enough for me :) can play badminton anytime...3 on 3 basketball anytime...ideal number for me. Haha, sorry future wife, be in pain for 4 times for me please xD

 I like this one :3

 THIS shall be my bathroom design look like ;) you know where to look for me if i am not around the house hahahaha!!

 Hehehe, as you all can see..i love to play. I love to travel, and eat! I will travel all around the world with my loved one and then bring my whole family to travel around the world with us and taste all kinds of food!! That's one of the reason i must have a gym, basketball and badminton court. :P

Lastly! usually we travel to Lundu or Sematan by land transport..but lets go somewhere else with THIS!!

Hope you all enjoyed. This is just part of my dream. If i were to tell you all my dream. I need a few days :P and my colleague won't be happy if i do this in the office everyday :)

SEE YOU AGAIN! :)